In life, I had so much of the questions mentioned above. I literally go through that and later on asked no one but myself whether it is worth it to continue or not, if I am taking the right path and taking the right road to success or not. Then I made the decision that has changed my life, and that is to enroll education and give up for my dream course because of the various circumstances that I think the universe allowed for I don't know why.
However, as I go along, it did not went smoothly. There are times you feel unappreciated, invalidated, and unheard. Too much pressure yet too low support, at some point, I don't feel like I am growing, that this wasn't supposed to be like this. And it really is, I realized it is not worth it, and this was the time I think I ever made the biggest decision in my life, I had to turn away from the things that I know were not for me, I had to walk away from the path that I know I must not take even if I am almost there, even if I almost reached the finish line.
Upon realizing all these things, I must say that what I did not take was never really for me. And that we are free to walk away from the things were not meant for you. Not because it is easy for others, it will be easy for you too. Not because it is meant for others, it is meant for you too. At the end of the day, all you have to do is to discern if it is for you, and always remember that we all have different paths to take, and if you think you are not growing as you should, that means you need to be redirected. In fact, do not be afraid to be redirected. Sometimes, rejection also means redirection. One thing's for sure. I am bound to be an educator. I am bound to inspire others.
Always remember: You are Worthy, You are Loved, You are Great, and You Matter.